It wasn’t as if Savoi had given anyone a chance to volunteer themselves for the task. Yoshida ground his teeth and Roudan held his tongue, both knowing full well she would have it no other way. Though she performed miraculously under fire the day before, no one knew what was behind the walls and doors of the lighthouse. Savoi could easily make the climb up through the window, but her preparedness for any impending threat was at stake.
Yoshida called out to Farouk, as he scanned the area with a laser rifle from one of his spheres. “Remind me of her name again.” There was no trace of jesting in his voice.
Farouk turned back to look at him.
“Who?” he asked.
Yoshida wasted no time in answering.
“You know, the girl.”
Both Shevchenko and Roudan turned to look at Yoshida, both confused.
“What girl?” Farouk, Shevchenko, and Roudan asked in unison.
Yoshida sighed.
“The girl you once loved.”
A sharp pain thrusted through Farouk’s chest. No one had mentioned that incident since their 1st year at the academy.
“Taqdeer,” he slowly responded. “Why do you ask about her? Why now?”
Yoshida kept his laser rifle at the ready and never took his eyes off surveillance.
“Because I need you to remember her at this moment.”
Farouk walked over to address Yoshida face to face.
“Why is that?” he asked. His face was flushed, but he wanted to look Yoshida in
the eyes for this conversation.
“It’s important for you to remember Taqdeer. It’s important for you to remember the rage you felt when you saw her slip away from your grasp,” Yoshida replied somberly.
Shevchenko gasped at Yoshida’s boldness. Farouk stood silent, seething and still confused.
“Haru, there is no way I could ever forget that rage. Why bring this up now?” he demanded with a stiffened composure.
Yoshida placed his hand on Farouk’s shoulder, then said, “Believe me in earnest Maaz, I wouldn’t bring this up if it weren’t important. Don’t think for a second that I’ve ever looked down on you for your actions that night. I understood then what I understand now; love will drive anyone to the brink of insanity.” He nodded his head towards the sky, then fell into a daze as he watched Savoi continue to climb the wall. “Just as your beloved Taqdeer was swept away from you, the girl I love walks that thin line of being taken away from me.”
Farouk was so dumbfounded and lost in his own thoughts that Yoshida’s confession did not register with him. Nothing was lost on Roudan or Shevchenko.
“Love?” Shevchenko choked up with a bewildered cry.
Yoshida continued, with no acknowledgement of Shevchenko’s despair.
He looked at Farouk intently.
“Maaz, I need you to find that rage. The very rage that caused you to set your entire world on fire. Please look after Thomasa. Keep her safe for me,” he pleaded.
Farouk snapped into good form at Yoshida’s words. He felt validated after all this
time. Someone finally understood how he felt that night when Taqdeer went away. Farouk felt a new sense of resilience after seeing Yoshida’s passion..
Shevchenko nearly burst into tears.
” You—love—her—,” she cried.
Roudan irately interjected.
“Oh, come on, now. We ALL love Thomasa, and we ALL will make sure she is alright!”
The wide array of emotions varied from fear, frustration, determination, and pure heartbreak. None of which were spent towards the exit exam itself. The war lasting for 25 years was something that affected everyone’s experiences, as Roudan came to understand.. Suffering for the sake of the cause was only a symptom to the root of the actual problem. Each man and woman would need to determine for themselves what was worth fighting for. Was it love, or something else entirely?
Roudan looked at Farouk, who by then was fired up like never. With no commands, Farouk harnessed himself to the tail end of Savoi’s rope and climbed behind her. He gave Yoshida a nod of assurance that he would do everything within his power to support Savoi. Roudan, Shevchenko, and Yoshida stood at the base of the lighthouse in silence. They retook their positions, walked around the perimeter of the lighthouse, and waited.
Roudan sensed Shevchenko’s disarray. He knew it would not be long before she completely unraveled. Calmly, he spoke to her.
“Haru did what he had to do for both Maaz and Thomasa’s sake.”
Shevchenko shuddered at the very thought of Yoshida’s confession. His sincerity shook at her the most. There had been no doubt he had carried a strong affection for Savoi, but now no one could ever play ignorant of it.
Roudan trailed behind and continued to press at Shevchenko.
“Everyone is emotional in this situation. Haru saw fit to use his feelings in a proactive way.” He lightly chuckled. “Even if it was at Maaz’s expense.”
Shevchenko felt conflicted in her spirit in the matter. It was not as if Savoi had ever earned her scorn. In fact, it was quite the opposite. Thomasa Savoi was one of the most well-revered cadets to grace the campus of Calvary Academy. However, because of this, Shevchenko would never receive as much favor in the eyes of the man she had a long-standing infatuation with. Then there was also Roudan to consider. Unrequited love also entangled him in its web.
Yoshida’s attempt to set the tone for the next round of combat succeeded. In Shevchenko’s mind, it did not matter that Farouk would feel more determined to save Savoi from the perils of danger. Yoshida’s willingness to express his love for the girl she was in direct competition with provoked a different fire in the pit of Shevchenko’s belly.
An ominous silence took hold just before the trio saw over a dozen red laser beams broke through the fog and were aimed at them.
“Get down! We’re under attack!” Yoshida scream.
~The Waring Robins~







