
Most of Calvary Academy had been allotted a leave of absence to either support or witness the exit exam. After the completion of the exam, cadre and cadets alike returned to a gruesome sight to behold. The sky was smoky with a pinkish-gray fog, lush trees and grass withered brown, and the great waterfall turned smudgy-black. In the distance was the boom of cannons just beyond campus walls. A dreadful eeriness claimed whatever victories had just been achieved only hours ago. Reality singed all their minds; the war was upon them.
There was little time for all the traditional pomp and celebration of graduation. During the ceremony, they pinned graduating classes with the ranks of 2nd Lieutenant and Ensign, with the Alpha squad earning top honors. At dismissal, Roudan had been summoned to sit on the counsel with General Benavides and the senior ranking command. After the intel meeting, he found himself in front of the most decorated senior officer and founding member of the academy, this time as a junior officer.. Though age and experience separated the men, their passionate dispositions held them firmly together.
General Benavides peered through his spectacles at the young man, oozing with indignation and a newly found arrogance.
“Have something to say, do you, lad? Go on and spit it out,” he smirked.
Roudan cuffed his fist. With a tight jawline, he asked, “Can we take a moment to revisit the exit exam?”
General Benavides grunted as he leaned over his desk, trying to retrieve a cigar from the fancy box inside a top drawer.
“Your mind is still on that, eh?”
His voice had been grim, but after successfully salvaging the last cigar, he perked up a bit.
“Weren’t you here in this room with me just moments ago when our central intelligence officers read reports of an imminent attack?” he asked.
Roudan pondered whether to continue, though the General’s eyes suggested he had better get on with whatever business he had on his chest
Armed with confidence, he said, “With all due respect, sir, you set my team up for failure.”
General Benavides chuckled.
“I did no such thing. I demonstrated the evils of war.” He lit the cigar with a single match, then blew out the flame. After a long drag, he continued. “Some individuals take the mission to heart use their very last breath to see it through. Others look for shortcuts or self-preserving advantages. Our kingdom needs a unified military that can serve the purpose of the greater good—to end this war.”
Dumbfounded, Roudan sighed in disbelief.
“So, you mean to say the exit exam wasn’t about capturing the most flags?” he asked.
General Benavides dabbed out the cigar in a nearby ashtray.
“It never has been. The exit exam is a hands-on lesson on the rules of engagement. I merely dangled a carrot towards the opposing teams to see which ones would cave under pressure.” He walked over to Roudan and pat him on the shoulder. “Now, let us visit present-times. A prime example of what I’ve tried to teach you is this; the academy has never been attacked in all these years. We established this entire territory as a sanctuary state. Until recently, we had armed forces resilient enough to withstand both dueling houses. Something has changed. Not only are we dealing with a leak, but a culprit or culprits willing to up the stakes by dismantling our best chances at a defense.”
Across campus in the shower racks, Shevchenko stood inside her stall, feeling woozy. She dropped and buried her face in her knees. Without realizing it, the hot water turned icy. Other female cadets just gawked and whispered. Only one had the sense to find Savoi to attend to her. They returned to their barracks quarters right away. Shevchenko laid curled up in a ball on the couch until Savoi finished preparing a concoction in the tiny kitchenet.
“Lily, I need you to sit up,” Savoi said, then sat beside her. “I have something to soothe your ailments or something to make them go away altogether.”
She handed Shevchenko a mug with piping hot liquid.
Shevchenko sat up, then brought the mug to her lips. After a thoughtful pause she blurted, “Wait, is this something that will—”
“No!” Savoi gasped. “I would never do anything without your consent. This is only poppy milk and chamomile to calm your nerves.” Savoi gently rubbed Shevchenko’s belly. “It’s perfectly safe for both of you,” she said.
Astonished, Shevchenko asked, “How did you know?”
Savoi gave her a reassuring smile.
“Remember, my mum was a doula in her prime, before she became a dressmaker exclusive to the Malta estate. I watched her care for many women in need of all kinds of assistance. Besides, you and Emmett have been going hot and heavy for a while now. All the signs were there during the exit exam.”
Shevchenko sighed in both relief and distress, so Savoi tenderly stroked her hand. “Does Emmett know?” she asked.
Shevchenko sulked. “Yes. He went to check on me in the infirmary and visit Maaz.”
Savoi took a sip from her own mug. “I see. How is Maaz doing, by the way?”
Shevchenko frowned at how easily Savoi’s attention swayed from one topic of conversation to the next.
“He seems to be on the mend, but disappointed that he won’t be joining you on the 1st mission. I told him I wouldn’t be going either. That’s when Emmett overheard us talking,” she replied.
Savoi perked up.
“What happened then? What did Emmett say?”
“Nothing,” Shevchenko huffed.
Savoi blinked.
“Nothing?”
Shevchenko hesitated in her words, while reminiscing about the events.
“Well, he didn’t get the chance. Maaz got so excited and worked up trying to congratulate us he went into a coughing fit and his lungs collapsed. A nurse instantly sent me back to my room and Emmett was hurried away.”
“Goodness, that’s just awful!”
Shevchenko assumed Savoi was talking about her situation with Roudan, but that theory was quickly cleared up when Savoi fell into a tirade over her disapproval in Yoshida’s tactic to amp Farouk up for battle.
“Maaz is well on the road to recovery.” Shevchenko interrupted. “He should be able to join the team in a few weeks.”
Savoi paused, then asked, “What about you, Lily? Will you return to your family?”
Shevchenko winced at the very thought.
“Heavens no. Come on, you’ve met them. My family never wanted me to enroll at the academy. Even if I come back as a graduate and top-tiered officer, they’d rebuke me for getting knocked up. Not to mention the father being a lower nobleman.”
Savoi looked at her in astonishment.
“Don’t look at me like that, Thomasa. You know what I mean.”
Savoi shook her head in disagreement.
Shevchenko glowered.
“Or perhaps you don’t. Class and status mean nothing on the islands, but in my world, it means a lot. I’m not saying I agree. Obviously, I don’t care, because I fled that life to come here.”
“Emmett loves you,” Savoi pleaded. “That should count for something. I wouldn’t dismiss such a privilege.”
Shevchenko smirked.
“I could say the same of you and Haru. He boldly confessed his feelings for you during the exit exam, and you haven’t given him as much as a tender glance.”
“He only said that to get inside Maaz’s head,” Savoi timidly replied.
Shevchenko rolled her eyes and scoffed.
“We both know that isn’t true. Why won’t you admit it and embrace it like you want me to with Emmett?”
“It’s not the same thing,” Savoi stammered.
Shevchenko challenged her assertion.
“Oh, it isn’t? You’re saying you don’t love him?”
Savoi pursed her lips.
“Do you not love Emmett back?”
“Don’t change the subject,” Shevchenko snapped.
Before long, the women found themselves in a shouting match. Each had exhausted all points and counterpoints on the subject. Then, a graceful and seemingly endless pause gave way so they could drink their tea.
Savoi broke the silence with her final thoughts.
“The truth doesn’t always set us free. Will it make you feel better or worse if I tell you the truth?”
Shevchenko sighed. She knew Savoi was just as much in love with Yoshida, and it would not make her feel better to hear it out loud. For Shevchenko, this meant she did not have any other option but to turn towards Roudan with full intent. Their eyes met with an agreeable comfort of standing down. Shevchenko changed the subject entirely.
“When do you ship off?”
Savoi cringed at the even sorer subject.
“As early as tomorrow night. The last two graduating classes have been propelled onto the front lines faster than any others.”
~The Waring Robins~






